Personally, I am quite convinced that i am the most weird human alive on the face of this planet (I can secure a runner-up trophy for that if not champion trophy, yes I am lame, thanks but don't treat that I like it this way)
While some of these can give you laughter fits and other may cause u nausea, plz don't judge me
There are days when I go through roller coaster of emotions (extremely angry at one time, grief, annoyance, excitement, euphoria etc etc) but currently I have gone NUMB, like I am dead inside. I dont laugh, I dont cry i just EXIST and that's it. You may call it emptiness, apathy, indifference, I feel stony inside. Absolutely no feelings at all. Like i am a remote control machine or a ROBOT.
I have strange impulses / urges recently. Like I just want to evaporate. As in i want to vanish all of a sudden from a scenario.
I want to hide and never be found. When i am in a room i had have strong urge to sit in a corner instead of sitting on sofa / chair, I will have constant urge of sitting in the corner. If I am sitting on a dinning table I feel a strong urge to hide under it. If I am sitting on bed and i just feel disappearing under read more [...]
I had my first ever PANIC ATTACK in 2007 in the plane and then this cycle started (Please CLICK HERE for full case details) . During last 10 years, my Normal Life has kind of ended completely. I did not like indulging in social activities like meeting people and attending any function, celebrations and weddings etc. The smell of food used to panic me. I thought that I will stop breathing (you can say feeling of choking) or I will vomit.
The doctors suggested that my anxiety is due to PHOBIA. Initially, I was afraid of night, darkness and traveling so my discomfort or anxiety was more intense. And I used to have multiple panic attacks during the course of a day.
Initially, when one panic attack used to set in, it used to take me 24 hrs (sometimes a whole week) to completely recover from that episode. I could not tell anyone about these issues and the troubles because thinking and talking about these made me even more anxious. And the biggest problem was that I could not sleep all night. I had a trouble lying down on bed. Many times it was not even possible to sit due to severe anxiety. I remember often I used to walk almost whole night in my room. And I used to sleep only while read more [...]
ہم آئے دن کلینک میں اپنے مریضوں سے یہ سنتے آئے ہیں، ڈاکٹر صاحب بس ایک دفعہ میرے مرض کی تشخیص ہو جائے پھر علاج کوئی مسئلہ ہی نہیں۔
غور کرنا ہو گاکہ مریض کا تشخیص سے کیا مطلب ہے؟
تشخیص یعنی بیماری کا پتا چلانا بالعموم ایلوپیتھک پس منظر میں بولا جاتا ہے جب کہ ہومیوپیتھی میں اس کا مطلب مختلف ہے۔
ایلوپیتھی میں تشخیص کا مطلب اس وائرس، بکٹیریا، مائکروب وغیرہ کا کُھرا ڈھونڈنا ہو تا ہے جو (ان کے خیال میں) بیماری کا اصل سبب ہوتا ہے۔
اگر سراغ مل جائے تو اس کا توڑ کرنے والی انٹی بائیوٹک، انٹی وائرل یا انٹی الرجک دوا تجویز کی جاتی ہے۔اس مقصد کے لیے مختلف لیب ٹیسٹس، ایکس رے، سی ٹی سکین اور بے شمار ٹیسٹ اسی سلسلے کی کڑی ہیں اور اگر سراغ نہ ملے تو بیماری پر لاعلاج (یا الرجی) کا read more [...]
The last one month was amongst the most difficult and challenging periods of my life. It had so many ups and downs (majorly downs :p). I had so many problems in physical, mental and emotional spheres but all of them kept on being managed timely and PERFECTLY all along the way – every single day.
I had so many physical symptoms most important of which was difficulty getting up in the morning. I used to wake up half dead and virtually paralysed (by that i mean somedays i used to be able to move only my eye lids), all my body used to go stiff and i had so much bodyaches starting from the moment i opened my eyes. It used to take me 2 hours to fully recover from that phase initially. But with the passage of time the time to recover kept on reducing. I was prescribed different medicines for this on different days depending on the specific presentation on daily basis.
Nightmares improved to 100% (AFTER 3 YEARS )
I used to have extreme lethargy and weakness, i was unable to sit without support on some occasions. That, too was very timely managed and somehow i used to manage my studies for my upcoming exam.
I used to have extreme tremors, read more [...]